let bygones be bygones

Assalamualaikum readers (:


life as you know it , full of memories , either sad or sweet and full of challenges . everyone in this world will face challenges in life . even when we're not ready . it's how ALLAH test us right ? so we need to keep calm , think positive and continue our life . we can't just keep regretting on our own faults . what happened is all ALLAH's decision , we as human being can't stop that because we're powerless . don't make your bad memories concur you life . be strong . 


i'm not saying this because i'm perfect , not at all . i'm saying this because i had forgot our past . not because i hated you , but i want to continue my life , i don't want my days be dark just because of our faults . and i never blame you on this . never ! i know we both makes mistakes , because we're meant to make mistakes , we're just human beings . now i want you to wake up from your fantasy , get up and start a new life . turn over a new life . there's a lot of girls out there that are more better than me . you have to accept that we're not meant to be together . i can accept that , why can't you ? i know you still love me , i do too , but not more than a friend . i know i made a big mistake letting you enter my world when i'm not confident at all . i thought that i will love you back . but i'm wrong . i didn't feel anything when i'm with you . that what makes me realize that i'm not the right one for you . i know our relay would last longer because you a nice guy and you so truthful . but i cannot lie to myself in my entire life . i'm so so so so so very sorry . i really do . and i hope when you read this , you will forget about me and go on with your life . please remember , let bygones be bygones :')


SYAQILA AZMAN